hello out there!!!well i'm just counting down my days before me and my kids are out on the street which is in two days.i have been listening to people over here telling me that "its ok and things will get better".,but i can't lie when they said that to me,i asked them"how would you know"??and then they don't understand where all the anger is coming from and i had to tell them that in the last two are three months it's be a spiral of bad events.i lost my job,lost two of my kids,will be homeless in two days,and will possibably loose my other kids to the state.so tell me how i should feel???so if my "anger"is what they call it is coming out,these are the reasons and as far as i'm concern if you haven't walked in my shoes,you don't know how i feel!!!i'm not saying they have never struggled are fell on hard timed,but so far i never saw them homeless,never saw them loose there kids,and never saw them face the possibility of loosing everything they ever worked so hard for.i know that what goes on behind closed doors is there business,but my business is out there for my family and(so called)friends to see and no one has said to me"let me help you".i have helped so many of my family members,and friends and right now i can't find not one of them to help out.now i know the saying is true you find out who is down for you when your down in the dumps!!!i'm sorry to vent like this but i'm tired and i feel betrayed by so many people cause nobody wants to answer there phone to help me out,but have the nerve to tell me how i should feel.it's so wrong that people are only out for themselves but when they are down,they make you feel like its your "obligation"to help them!!!so now i'm at the point where i'm just done cause i have begged,pleeded,and cry and my tears are all dried up.i even beeged and pleeded with strangers and still know help!!!i know the good Lord is watching over us and again if you haven't been in my shoes,its hard to say you understand.for all the people out there who have given "GREAT"words of wisdom,prayers,and inspiration thanks and please keep it coming cause right now i really,really,really do need it and again if theres anyone that will be willing to help me,i thank you in advance!!!God Bless and again i'm sorry to be venting like this,but i'm just tired,in pain and misarable!!!
